A drawing Id done on an envelope for mothers day last year and never got around to sending. Does any
A drawing Id done on an envelope for mothers day last year and never got around to sending. Does anyone else struggle with communication in the worst way. I can barely answer a text or phone call, hell my phones usually dead or broken. I imagine what I’d say to people if I answered them and then go over and over it, rehearsing and breaking down what I’d say to the point that I end up just having conversations with myself. I’ve written thousands of letters, post, cards, drawings, all laced with purpose and passion yet I’ve only sent out one out of every ten of those. Haha maybe it’s the thought that counts and the positive energy I thought up will find its way back to them somehow. Maybe it’s better they don’t hear my overly enthusiastic, desperate tweaker letters, example follows; Dear Grandma!! I love love love you to death and appreciate every single ounce of skin on your frail sweet time telling tale of a body! Sorry to hear your arthritis is acting up, damn fuck that can be a bitch I bet, damn grams YOU OUGHT TO TRY SILICA OR ALKASELTZER! Do you take alkaseltzer daily to PH your body!? Wow maybe I will come visit you soon, I was thinking of leaving this state and moving along with only a backpack to (Insert dry little town in the desert) because I hear that they have the loveliest most perfect oasis to hike out to! Going to the gym and swimming could help your arthritis! Omg wouldn’t that be dope. I’ll come swim round and get you for a swim, ok grams? Love YOUUUU. *every inch of paper that is not written on is covered in a drawing of a sprawling desert scene filled with Joshua trees, prickly pear, a paradise style blue water oasis and graced with the presence of a scorpion that took me probably 4 hours alone to paint/draw/chalk* *adds a joint for good luck and since my grandmother is a religious conservative, for the “shock factor”*5 months later finds card, opens, smokes joint, thinks it may be a cool idea to collage the walls of my apartment with art.. Oh no* *still haven’t sent grandma a letter* -- source link
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