littlerestlessone: Master has been pushing me a lot lately. It’s not easy. Still good, lots of
littlerestlessone: Master has been pushing me a lot lately. It’s not easy. Still good, lots of pleasure, but taxing - emotionally and physically. I think people new to power exchange or kink can be unprepared for that bit. Hell, I knew what I was getting into and it still surprises me. Exhaustion, tears, random bursts of energy or emotion. Sometimes during, sometimes after. I’m so very lucky to have Master. He does push me, which is what I need and what I want (without it I tend to get, well, restless) and he handles my responses beautifully. If I cry or get scared, he comforts me. If I need to be quiet he stays with me and lets me have my silence. If I get all giggly and playful he encourages it. It’s lovely and freeing to be that accepted, no matter what sort of me I am. He reminds me all the time that I am his, all of me. Every thought, every reaction, he wants it all. That sort of acceptance is amazing. -- source link