As it appeared when the other boys in school were getting bigger, stronger, and more macho with the
As it appeared when the other boys in school were getting bigger, stronger, and more macho with the onset of puberty, I on the other hand, with father away, and mother’s eccentric pleasure in me trying on the women’s vintage fashion she collected, I lamented how over time, I ceased to resist it, becoming progressively feminine. Taking an interest myself in the vintage fashion apart from mother, and wearing the garments on my own accord around the house. At school I would go on to wear a pony tail in my hair, that was then far too long than what was appropriate for a boy, and at home, it dancing freely and prettily like that of any girl my age.A growing, ever present fear arose. In what what the boys at school think if they knew that at home, I was becoming a fairy? -- source link