Locked up at work Just something I wanted to share. Chastity and orgasm denial has long been a big f
Locked up at work Just something I wanted to share. Chastity and orgasm denial has long been a big fantasy of mine, but I’ve not yet shared it with my partner, in large part because we’re in a long distance relationship. That finally comes to an end this year though, so I’ve started experimenting with a chastity cage again. A dry run if you will, to see if there really is something there beyond the fantasy that I want to explore further with her. So today is day 4 of being locked up without orgasm, having locked myself up on Thursday night. This is the first time I’ve worn a cage for more than 24 hours. It’s only been removed for less than an hour each night for a shower and some edging. The first two nights I was really worried about not being able to stop myself, so I limited myself to 3 edges just using the shower head. It worked really well, and although the sensations of the water blasting on my cock (especially the underside of the head) is super intense, I found it easier to turn the stream away at the last moment than if I was using my hand. After pushing through the first two days, I’m suddenly starting to feel more comfortable and confident, and enjoying the heightened feelings of arousal and desire. Last night I decided to try a new challenge when I unlocked myself. I lay down on my bed and went for 10 edges by hand, counting each one out, before locking myself back up again. I filmed the whole thing, which I think made it easier to force myself to stop after the 10 edges and not get carried away. I may post the video later, if anyone is interested in seeing it… I actually found the 10 edges easier than expected, and it didn’t leave me feeling too much more desperate (maybe cause I’m used to edging for much longer anyway). So I’m thinking that tonight I’ll maybe go for 10 minutes of edging instead, keeping as close as I can for the whole time, and not letting myself cool down too much between each edge. I just hope my willpower doesn’t betray me and I take it too far! I’ve not yet decided when or how this experiment is going to end. I originally just planned for two days, but now I’m feeling the urge to see how much further I can push it. Due to work commitments I won’t be able to wear the cage on Thursday, but that doesn’t necessarily mean I have to cum then, although considering how horny I’m getting I doubt I’ll be able to last that long anyway. But who knows! I feel like I need a goal though. The longest I’ve ever abstained has been 9 days, but beating that would take me right up to Sunday night which I’m not sure is realistic, especially since I’m edging every night too. I’ve experienced many ruined orgasms over the years, but never after a prolonged period of denial. But again, I’m really not sure my willpower is up to the task after such a long build up. It’s definitely an exciting idea though, to finally experience the full frustration and empty spasms of a heavily built up ruined orgasm! If only I had someone here to do it for me, haha! ;) If anyone has any suggestions for what I should do, please let me know! I’ll be sure to keep you all updated! ;) -- source link
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