The first time in my youth, that I stayed over at my eccentric aunt’s alone, would also be
The first time in my youth, that I stayed over at my eccentric aunt’s alone, would also be the first time I found myself dressed in her most glamorous “nightwear.” For a young, introspective boy, so overwhelmed by girlish, feminine sensations that I had never felt before… so vulnerable to an array of all kinds of girlish thoughts, emotions and … desires……..Defenseless, tormented by conflicting emotions. How I so worried that I could feel myself succumbing to forces that would change me forever. Will I wake tomorrow morning, to find that I have become a fairy? Will I find tomorrow morning, that homosexuality awaits me? Then, a very disconcerting emotion spoke within me“Ohhh…. how very wonderful that would be………” -- source link