Halloween is usually an exciting time for most boys. For me, it would come with a sense of forebodin
Halloween is usually an exciting time for most boys. For me, it would come with a sense of foreboding. Upon being delayed getting home after school, to find my older sister, happily in a batman costume. The sudden sense of panic, rushing to see the other costume that my mother would have purchased. Desperately hoping that the other costume, wasn’t one that was actually intended for my sister….And then the sense of dread. Of yet again spending Halloween in a girl’s costume.Fearful of all the unspeakable, shameful things I may end up doing and feeling yet again. That whatever precarious remainder of masculinity and heterosexuality, may finally fall away, descending forever into effeminacy and homosexuality -- source link
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