Something I used to do fairly regularly, but don’t anymore, is roleplaying in the catholic
Something I used to do fairly regularly, but don’t anymore, is roleplaying in the catholic schoolgirl/teacher sense. A big reason for that is I just don’t need it. Roleplaying, for me, was always primarily about power differentials. When I dated vanilla/French vanilla people, roleplaying served as a tool to create that power disparity where there was none. These days, I play with people who create that kind of dynamic themselves/with whom I develop that dynamic. Another reason I don’t do it much anymore is that I find it difficult and uncomfortable. It’s too much like acting, like performing, which I hate doing in front of people. Despite the fact that I’m intelligent and sometimes clever, I am not quick on my feet when trying to think of things to say that aren’t just my own reactions. There is one role that I can sink into, though. The role of the Catholic schoolgirl. It’s partially because I was one in high school, and even though I didn’t go to Catholic school before that, I was raised Catholic and was a student for most of my life so far. That isn’t the only reason, though. I think the main reason I can sink into that role best is that I masturbated to Catholic schoolgirl/headmaster and student/teacher fantasies for years. They weren’t the only thing I thought about, but I’d say that’s what I thought about at least 70% of the time. I haven’t used them in a while, but just writing about this is turning me on. There’s so many different directions they can take. Blackmail both ways, earning a better grade, being coerced/manipulated by the older person, being seduced by the younger one, spankings for dress code violations that turn sexual, and then into sex, and then into repeated use and increasing depravity (this one may be a favorite of mine). I should see if I can still get into this role sometime soon. Perhaps a nice bit of play where I offer my high school math teacher sex for a better grade, he takes me up on it, and takes it further, degrading and humiliating me by suggesting I was too busy sucking cock to do better, and punishing me for the grade, for being so predictable by offering sex, and for being unfair to the other students. -- source link
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