The last few months have been nothing short of tumultuous. And to say I feel lost and broken is&
The last few months have been nothing short of tumultuous. And to say I feel lost and broken is… honestly just facing facts. However that which does not kill you makes you stronger. While I can’t guarantee I will stay that way, I sure as shit ain’t dead yet. And broken things can not only be fixed, they can be improved. Possibly changed for the better. But definitely changed. I almost didn’t want to post anything because of spite and anger at people. In contemplation, it is that same reason that I am posting. I love my art. And I love not only what my art means, but what it means to me. And so, I will continue to share it, because that’s part of what *my* version of this art entails. My art brings me enlightenment. It helps me reinforce my strengths. It helps me face my failures. It helps me learn to not repeat my failures and live for more than redemption. We should not improve ourselves in word, deed, and skill for approval or forgiveness, we should do it to become better for the goal of being closer to the ideal of what we dream we embody. And so, I continue to train. I continue to improve. I continue to live to overcome my sins and my triumphs. But most of all, I continue. -- source link