Daily Picture Assignment #145 Outfit resulting from the instruction “Cats and socks,&r
Daily Picture Assignment #145 Outfit resulting from the instruction “Cats and socks,” which is the kind of clothing instruction my owner has taken to giving me. I love it. My owner and I have started doing something new. As I’ve said, I’ve been having trouble getting into headspaces lately. Additionally, and more importantly, because of a few things, I’m having trouble trusting him and finding it hard to tell the difference between him being dommy and him being a mean jerk to me. So, for now, we aren’t doing our 24/7-esque dynamic. He is still my owner, and I will still be kneeling when we get home, but in the normal course of things he won’t be ordering me around or punishing me or acting dominant. Instead, we’re going to work on rebuilding trust and practicing getting me in the right headspace. Each Sunday, starting yesterday, my owner will give me a topic to focus on such as “submission” or “being a puppy,” I will then spend at least ten minutes writing about that topic and focusing on really feeling the words and getting into that headspace. Then the rest of the evening will be spent in that mindset. The writing I do will form the basis for my DPAs for the week. Additionally, during the week when we have time we are going to spend together, before we get together, I will spend some time meditating on what I’ve written, reading it to myself almost as a mantra, and possibly writing more. This week’s topic: The importance of following orders. I need to do better with orders from my owner, both in terms of obeying them, and in terms of my attitude towards them. The first reason, and the most basic reason, that it’s important to follow orders is the simple fact that he is my owner, my master, my sir. I have submitted to him, which means I’ve given him power and control over me. I’ve given myself over to him and promised him my obedience. When I don’t follow orders, I’m not living up to that promise. I am his possession, his slave, and an object for him to use. As such, I don’t have the right to refuse when given a command. I need to serve my purpose which is to obey and to please my owner. -- source link
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