51 | NEIGHBOR Getting up, he takes the bottle with him, picks up Yarni puts it on the coffeetable, a

51 | NEIGHBOR Getting up, he takes the bottle with him, picks up Yarni puts it on the coffeetable, and sinks into the sofa. The first bottle is empty, it’s time to open the next one. Evelie is a kind-hearted being. She lives in the neighboring house. When they met each other for the first time, the flowers were growing in all glory, she cut them. Evelie is a landscape designer, so they got to talking. Later he hired her to prepare his garden for his engagement party. Once Evelie finished the garden design, RJ proposed to Diosa at this little piece of heaven. He recalls that Evelie loved what he did. Her words stuck in his mind that any woman can consider herself lucky to have a man like him. A man who does such romantic things for the lady of his heart. In retrospect, this made him reflect. He couldn’t shake the feeling off that she fancied him. He liked her but right now? RJs head and heart was far away and not here. A Holmes man loves one time and then forever. The Holmes Curse! RJ is genuinely convinced that he will never love again the way he still loves Diosa and his children. In each, he would search for her but never find her. He could like women, sure who would not like them, right? But loving as he loves Diosa would be cheating for him. Deep inside, he knows he must let her go, but he cannot. Maybe one day he will.RJ would have nothing to give. Relationships? No, they are out of the question for him, sooner or later the question will arise anyway and every woman wishes to be the one. The one love you love till the bitter end. No, his love account is depleted. Any woman would have to compete with Diosa, none would be her equal. He doesn’t expect anyone to understand him, but his heart is taken - and now broken.A few hours later, he decides to add a last bourbon pure in one swig before heading upstairs with a new bottle. Drunk and staggering, RJ first walks to the bath, relieving himself. START | PREVIOUS | NEXT @ellemant  Oh well, Josie what can we do? Someone needs to talk some sense into him!  -- source link

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