imafantasticbaby: To our Angel.. It has taken me all day to sit down and finally process what I wa
imafantasticbaby: To our Angel.. It has taken me all day to sit down and finally process what I want to say to you. My heart is deeply heavy after hearing the news of your passing and reading your last note. I wish life had been kinder and more helpful to you. I also want to apologize for drifting away a bit as your devoted fan for the past couple of years. However, even though I wasnt as active as a Shawol, I wanted you to know that I still loved you dearly and enjoyed your music and everything you did, that I accepted you for who you are and loved you for who you were. I wish I had taken the chance to see you live……There are a lot of wishes I wish I could make, I wish you hadn’t felt alone, I wish you were able to keep fighting on, I wish you had proper help, and I wish you had been able to find peace while living….but unfortunately it was not meant to be. I want you to know that I–we, do not blame you. We understand even if we are sad and hurting of losing you. but we will continue on by keeping your memory and your legacy alive in a positive way. We will remember how kind and accepting you were. We will remember how strong and courageous you were, even if in the end it wasn’t so, but thats nothing to be ashamed of and I hope you dont feel that way while resting. Whether you are resting in Heaven or starting your new life being born again, I hope you are at peace and continue to be. I could sit here and write so much more but I will keep it short. I love you. You worked hard. You did well. so very well. Rest in love. From this loving Shawol. I have been a Shawol since they debuted. in fact SHINee was the ones who brought me back to KPOP after a lost interest for a while there in BIGBANG’s hiatus back then. They, and Jonghyun had put so much musical joy back into my life and I loved every thing they and he created. Whatever happens now with the group and what they decide to do in light of Jonghyun’s passing, I will fully support and cheer them on. Because that is what Jonghyun would do, thats what he would have wanted us to do. Lets us continue to be forever Shawol and spread Jonghyu’s passion and art for generations to come. -- source link