At some point, this pandemic will be over and I’ll reflect back to these moments. I am con
At some point, this pandemic will be over and I’ll reflect back to these moments. I am confident in saying that it’s not going to be filled with completely terrible stories. COVID-19 is bringing me closer to my family and forcing me to slow down beyond my norm. Perhaps this is why I feel so uncomfortable at night time. Being forced to watch everything go quiet and your thoughts are sitting on your side staring at you drift off into a somber state. In my world, I’m scared to see another race disappear from the calendar – even though I knew it was coming. I fret as the days go by and my son gets bored quickly. To see my husband trying to find ways to make peace with not waking up early for work. As an American, not many of us truly know how to chill in a capitalistic environment. And so, we hit the panic button when it’s done without our permission. I buried myself with creativity today. Before I knew it, I didn’t feel so bad. Being forced to stay still reminds me of a time where I begged for things to slow down. Surely this isn’t the vacation I asked for and it’s nerve wracking to think about the future but is anything truly guaranteed. I am reminding myself to breathe intently. Control what you can and surrender to uncertainty until you find your life raft. Some battles are won when you don’t fight so hard. Tonight’s Dinner: Seared Shoulder Steak with Citrus Soy Glazed Potato + Vegetable Medley #runningfatchef #fatrunner #cheftalk #steakandpotatoes #fiveaday #eatarainbow (at Bedford–Stuyvesant, Brooklyn) https://www.instagram.com/p/B95vV8wHk0k/?igshid=1555jcv6pkysr -- source link
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