Daily Picture Assignment #92 My nicely bruised butt after the con this weekend.. I’m exhau
Daily Picture Assignment #92 My nicely bruised butt after the con this weekend.. I’m exhausted and dropping from the con this weekend. Overall, I’m really glad I went. There were some bad times, including some really low points, but on balance it was a lot of fun. I played with a lot of different people, and went to some useful classes. I actually barely played with Reaction Junkie, which was disappointing, but did eventually lead to him resolving to play with me more at home, to take advantage of the amazing resource he has living with him. I hope we’re able to follow through on that resolve. I miss being used by and useful to him. Not only does it make me feel needed and wanted, it makes me more cognizant of my place and my role. I’m going to help him remember to take advantage of me, in all possible meanings of that phrase. He can use me as a fucktoy, three holes and a heartbeat. He can use me as a shoe remover. He can use me as a punching bag to get out frustrations. He can use me as a housekeeper, have me cook and clean and do laundry. He can use me as a friend and lover, someone to talk to and share with. He can use me as a practice bottom to hone his rope skills on. He can use me as decoration, truss me up and keep me at his feet while he works or games or watches shows. He can use me for all of these things and more. I’m going to remind him of the ways I can be useful to him everyday, especially when he seems to have forgotten. I’ll not only thank him for it, I’ll beg him to do it again and again and again. -- source link
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