deepervalley:Sneakin’ in #7 /DV ownmebreakme:Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrosp
deepervalley: Sneakin’ in #7 /DV ownmebreakme: Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks? My first boyfriend, ten years ago, made it so very clear that there was no other way for me. Totally submissive. He was older, a lot older, and he decided. Everything. When I was to call him (if I was 2 minutes late, he wouldn’t answer my calls. For days.). When I was allowed to see him (3 hours by train). When he would fuck me (constantly). One day he fucked my ass without any pre-aware and I will never forget the smile on his face. When he (ofcourse, he) broke up with me after two years I was totally broken. It took years to get myself together. And it took even more time to get me understand this dynamic. Now I understand, and I’m happy that it happened to me. All of it. -- source link