I think My girl can relate. It would be very painful if I punished her. But that is why
I think My girl can relate. It would be very painful if I punished her. But that is why we put the ability to punish in place. It is a very big reminder to her to be perfect in everything she does. littlepetimp: It is truly heart-wrenching to disappoint my Master. If my goal, my purpose, is to serve and please him, to fail to do so is absolutely devastating. How can I be happy when he is not? It makes me want to do just this - to curl up as small as possible, to hide both from myself and from him. To wallow in the exquisite pain which comes from recognizing how much I have devoted myself to his happiness. To try to re-center myself, to devote myself more fully, to move beyond. It is a process which never gets any easier, or less wondrous. -- source link