If y’all wanna know why I’ve been acting extra fucking unstable and ventposting like wil
If y’all wanna know why I’ve been acting extra fucking unstable and ventposting like wild it’s cuz this? While cool and great for my desire to educate and find community and maybe eventually make a stable amount of money, it’s all a result of the wrong crowds of people finding me and blowing me up with a constant barrage of misgendering, abuse, and people speaking over me to “educate” people with incorrect and intersexist information.It’s a lot to fucking handle when you’re just a traumatized autistic person and not like, out here LOOKING for popularity. I literally ONLY got attention like this because the third video I uploaded, when I only had two followers, was found by bullies. People can look at the comments for proof, I never deleted any of them. That boosted me enough to get a modest following and my graceful response to the misgendering earned me more but every SPIKE I get in attention is from harassment specifically. Idk. Just need to vent more ig. I’ve literally only been using tiktok for 2 weeks and it’s exciting and cool but it’s fucking stressful and hard to mentally disconnect from too -- source link