smartsurrender: especially when there is nothing to distract me from thinking about you.like now,
smartsurrender: especially when there is nothing to distract me from thinking about you. like now, at 0100, early on a Tuesday morning. today, I went back to the Adirondack tête-à-tête chair under the draping paper birch and held your hand and listened to your ideas and leaned way over to receive your kiss and discovered us and was intrigued with your enthusiastic plotting while I answered phones and rebooted computers and skipped lunch and dispatched paperwork and shared my sarcasm and ran two meetings and rewrote bylaws and drove people home and went to bed two hours ago but really still sit under that comforting tree with the curling bark and you, which brings me exactly where I am: laying alone, center, in my too-big bed with thick woods of loud cricketsong filling a full-moon sky as we lay in that pale green queen/double under a light blanket holding hands or kissing, quietly talking about things until we turn lovingly back to back, bookending, protecting, the space between us warm and say, eventually, “good morning” with quiet heart smiles of peaceful, grateful recognition. -SmartSurrender From two July’s ago. :)-SmartSurrender -- source link