Rivi . . Lately, the paradox in how much energy it seems to take to let go, when letting go by defin
Rivi . . Lately, the paradox in how much energy it seems to take to let go, when letting go by definition implies doing nothing at all — i find myself reaching so tenderly in one moment, and the next: discerning the deathgrip aspects of myself are fighting to sustain. trying to be in two places at once; all to get to one place, but knowing full well i’ll be somewhere i’m incapable of truly knowing now. finding comfort in pretty words. finding grace in the grotesque. getting further and further from sense every time i try to make it. i used to hold true that there is power in knowing, just the act of it. i used to equate happiness with power. i used to equate contentment with happiness. now i try to piece together vast feelings and desires into words on the internet (but only sometimes). hi, i hope you’ve experienced and/or shared something nice lately. i’m jus trying to be open and tender to thousands of strangers. Ok bye. https://www.instagram.com/yhivix/p/BpBJHxIHHJb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=108dvkse4xvmg -- source link