I gave my girl this as a reward for completing her 50 Day of Whoredom. For those of you who weren&am
I gave my girl this as a reward for completing her 50 Day of Whoredom. For those of you who weren’t following along (and why weren’t you? It was most entertaining. Read about it here) I set her 50 tasks in sealed envelopes, to be completed in 50 days. They were designed to be varied and challenging - some physically challenging, some emotionally, some were spiritual in nature, some creative, some simply submissive. She succeeded in 47 challenges, failing only three. (She was, of course, punished for her failures). I suppose I haven’t written about the girl here very much recently - she’s so much a part of my life, so much a part of what I do and what I am, that it doesn’t always occur to me to point out how awesome she is on here. I am utterly blessed with the girls in my life - with the Ingénue the American whore, and occasionally others who grace my inbox, life, or even bed. But the heart of my life will always be my girl. It’s not always easy balancing a long term relationship with a D/s relationship. As she notably pointed out recently, I’m her Master but sometimes she has to ask me to clean the bathroom. I beat her, slap her, force her to do things she doesn’t want… yet she still gets tetchy with me if I’m trying to help in the kitchen. We can’t be dedicated perverts all the time - sometimes, quite a lot of the time, we can do no more with an evening than catch up with each other and watch a bit of TV together. I can’t always have complete control, can’t always carry the mystique, can’t always make all the choices. But, the other - the darkness, the twisted desires, the lust, the D/s - is always there. It’s there in the way she looks at me, the way she reaches for me, the way she smiles at me, the way I know, fundamentally, she’s a whore.. There are lines she won’t cross, and there are things she is never free to do. The 50 days of whoredom was designed to ensure that that ‘other’ was with us every day for a time. That each day would involve an act of submission to me. That she would not be allowed to forget who she really is for fifty days.I chose the tasks to explore different aspects of D/s, different parts of our relationship, and different parts of who she is as a person, as well as a whore. I wanted to understand more about what she wanted, what she desired, what she struggled with, and what she didn’t want. The way she approached her tasks said a lot about her - she was enthusiastic, excited, determined and a force to be recommend with. She was also, on occasion, petulant… but that is to be expected. She remained dedicated to the 50 days throughout, and only external circumstances left her occasionally tired and struggling to go on. She relished what I asked her to do, and took pride in her achievements. She was my submissive at every stage - trusting me, dedicated to me, challenged by me. I suppose what it all comes down to is this - the girl is utterly remarkable. I’m extremely proud of her achievements, and the way she took on the challenge I set for her. It’s good to look at a girl that you’ve been with so long and realise that we still have far further to go. That by her being here I’m capable of more, can learn more, and can do more. We share our knowledge (and our beds) with others, but we have a strong and solid home to return to. What it all means is this - 50 days of whoredom proves one thing above all else. She really is a good girl. -- source link