anneretic:sulietsexual:Women of SupernaturalMary Winchester - You know the worst thing I can think o

anneretic:sulietsexual:Women of SupernaturalMary Winchester - You know the worst thing I can think of, the very worst thing, is for my children to be raised like this. Like I was.On the average, a human body takes two hours to burn.It takes Mary Winchester more than twenty years.And she’s paid for all for of those twenty years, every time she comes into consciousness she feels in fire in the hollows between her bones, skin and gristle charring to black, sulfur pooling in her blood. And the hurt, the anger, the utter betrayal that it takes all the control being a Campbell drilled into her to keep at bay.The poltergeist is a relief, something to center her anger on, because the longer she is dead, the darker it pulses, eclipsing John and Dean and Sam almost until it’s only the bad memories that tie her to earth, Her father used to say that ghosts only dream of violence, but Mary knows better now; ghosts are echoes of humanity’s own supernatural darkness.Still, when Dean and Sam walk into the house, and they are hunters, it takes everything in her to calm the rage that explodes in her bones — what about her wishes! what about her  sons! — so potent it nearly tips her over that yawning maw, she knows it’s time. She scavenges all the love and humanity that hasn’t been turned to tinder, pours them out — I’m sorry, Sam — inadequate, always so inadequate, and finally lets the fire take her. -- source link

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