shreddernaut: trixi-trixen:~WE AL START SOMWHERE Okay so here we have it! I got an Anon me
shreddernaut: trixi-trixen: ~WE AL START SOMWHERE Okay so here we have it! I got an Anon message a few weeks ago asking why I haven’t posted my “beautiful, or gorgeous or cute self” how ever it was to be said! AND RIGHT NOW! I am going to tell you. I have been living a very high paced and stressful life (school, my dads sick, I’m in a LD relationship), and a few months back I put my hands up and said that I give up! I was bullied for 9 years! I do suffer from Body Dysmorphic Disorder, but like any other person I get through and don’t make it the base of who I am as a person. All these things are very tiring and stressful,but I pulled myself in on August 2nd and started working out going to the gym, I’m proud to say i’ve made it a new life style and with all these things going on in my life I need a stress relief and space to just be me and do what I love to do! My parents and family don’t support be they thing i look fine the way i am or that it’s absurd to be at the gym so long! My boyfriend is proud of me and there are a few others out there~! At this point I don’t really care about what people have to say when I chose things because I AM choosing these things for my happiness not annnnnnnyyyyy ONE else! So left it be if it’s not effecting YOU! I have followed a CPT named Katy Hearn her ig (katyhearnfit) since 2011 or 2012 :)! I fell in love with her, because she is a positive vibe kind of person and she is a beast in my eyes :). She makes these workout challenges for seasons (Spring,Summer,Fall,Winter) I told myself I will do one one day, just one day! I eventually just got tired of looking at myself in the mirror and hating what I saw, it didn’t matter what my boyfriend said about my looks your beautiful or gorgeous or pretty or perfect, it wasn’t enough because I didn’t love myself! So I signed up for her summer challenge which i’m still in and I have learned so much! Macro-Nutrition, My strengths and weaknesses, CARDIO FUCKING SUCKS & EVERYONE HATES IT lol but most importantly I’ve learned to love myself and I’ve learned that the only way to be motivated is by thy self! Not anyone else. Someone can hold a bike for you to ride and give you a push for momentum, but if you stop peddling you will only block your self from success and going forward! Some fall off and never get back on! I needed something new in my life a change in the scenery and a new outlet of release and i’ve finally found it! AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT ! So to those of you who follow me I dearly love you all but if im MIA im not truly I’m just a message away. My phone it always in my hand & I love to hear form all of you! shreddernaut baby-make-it-hurt sexy-uredoinitright You’ve come a long way you’re going to go so much farther. Proud of you. Keep hittin it hard! You’re doing awesome! -- source link