degradedsissy1:Yes, darling, the first time hurts. Badly.Lying there in collared in submission i
degradedsissy1: Yes, darling, the first time hurts. Badly. Lying there in collared in submission in your pretty stockings, high heels and corset, the redundant remnants of your failed manhood locked away, as he presses your painted face into a pillow and brutally thrust his gorging manhood deep into your loins, and empties his manly fluids into you… …it hurts. But the physical pain is nothing compared to the mental an emotional anguish as you finally accept defeat and let go of your desperate delusions of manhood. You’re a limp-wristed queer. A sissy. A “faggot”. For life Saying it to yourself and admitting it is one thing. Internalising it and embracing the shame of a life of chastity as an emasculated eunuch in stockings and women’s clothes and of being used by men in any which way will take weeks - maybe months - to internalise. You will cry yourself to sleep night after night in your girlie things as the reality you’ll never be the man you grew up expecting to be, but rather an effeminate sissy. Now go and wipe away the tracks of your tears, sweetie, and fix up your makeup, so you’re ready when he comes back for seconds. -- source link