M got a new toy today. It’s a “fleshlight” we ordered a while ago. He
M got a new toy today. It’s a “fleshlight” we ordered a while ago. He timed it perfectly for tomorrow… for Valentine’s day… the day we’re finally going to start playing with “love” for the first time… our biggest taboo and turn on… As soon as my ex comes over I’ll be in date mode with him. In our apartment. In me and my boyfriend’s home. Every fibre of my mind and body… and heart… is going to be devoted to him while my boyfriend sits in a dark corner and watches… and then listens… when we lock the bedroom door for the evening. We’ve talked and he might even stay the night. I really want that. A full night of unprotected, loving sex with my ex. I really want that for my boyfriend too. I want him to know just how intimate I’m starting to feel and be with my ex… - H H and I are writing this post together because tomorrow is going to be a big experience for us. We have our safety–if either of us says the safeword, we talk, and end it if necessary. But if all goes well, I’m sure I won’t be sleeping in our bed. H wants me to hold off as long as I can. No masturbation, no touching while they eat and talk. Not so much as a noise out of me. But as soon as the bedroom door locks, I’ll be free to do what I want. H wants me to use the fleshlight as much as I can–she wants me to hear and feel what I’m giving up. She wants me to make a realistic effort, and have that effort be wasted, while she gives him everything. God, I love my girlfriend. - M -- source link