Wow, long time no post!  I haven’t been abstaining from jerking off, mind you … it&rsqu

Wow, long time no post!  I haven’t been abstaining from jerking off, mind you … it’s either been unremarkable or I just haven’t wanted to write about it, for whatever reason.I kind of want this.  I’ve always liked curved/long-handled dildos because they make penetration so much easier- instead of having to angle your wrist downward and claw-gripping the dildo base, you can keep your arms at a natural, comfortable position, and you have to exert less effort/movement to get the sensations you want.  It’s just better.But lately I’ve also noticed that it’s more than just practical; I also like having something protruding out of my body, and I like touching it.  Sometimes I note how my fingers like to skim the length of the Pure Wand that’s protruding out of my body, or my middle finger will stroke the spot that, if it were a penis, would be the sensitive underside of the head.  I can’t help but notice how the movement of thrusting the Pure Wand can often be somewhat similar to jerking off a cock, and I think I like it.I’ve attempted to jerk off a strap-on in my harness, and it’s not the same- I’m not so invested in the fantasy that the visual or the feel of it in my hand alone can translate to pleasure.  What I really seem to like is having touch on the external bits correspond with actual internal sensation.  And yet most of the internally worn strap-on dildos seem more interested in being firmly anchored in the wearer than being really sexually stimulative, with shorter, fat bulbs (Share, Feeldoe).  I want a dildo that’s amazing on its own- with another end that comes out of me like a cock, and I want to be able to jerk off that “cock” so that it thrusts inside me.  So the Vamp Duetto or the Nexus both seem really appealing (though I don’t care for the big bulky base between the two parts on the Nexus … but on the other hand, it’s more curved than the Duetto, the better to hit the G-spot?).  I’m very curious as to how I’d be able to fit in my Wahl for clitoral stimulation while wearing one of these … would the exterior dildo end be too heavy/long for my preferences (since the Pure Wand’s more heavily weighted end helps keep the exterior bit from hanging/pulling out of me)?  Would silicone (with the friction and drag it brings) be less fun for me to touch than the Pure Wand’s smooth steel?  All double-ended dildos are pretty much made for partnered use, not exclusively for solitary use, so obviously, their shafts are long for adequate penetration, and they often cup or otherwise try to stimulate the clit of the wearer while he/she is fucking someone else- but I think I’d be happy with a stumpy little phallic protrusion that curved out of my vag and left plenty of room for a hand or vibrator on the clit.And see, now I’m imagining if someone could magically modify the Pure Wand- like, encase it in silicone so it still has its asymmetrical weight distribution and shape …If I had the money, I’d buy them all and try them out and see if one did it for me, but when they’re each at least $60 a pop- and usually more- I just can’t justify it, and I consequently haz a sad. -- source link

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