fairway-frank:#ugh my babies #just the way that they can smile at each other like they are so i
fairway-frank:#ugh my babies #just the way that they can smile at each other like they are so in love and then as soon as they remember that they aren’t together and the future they always so so clearly together is not a fading memory of a different time. and the way ben watches her walk away like he is watching her walk away from him with all this hopes and dreams and his heart clutched firmly in that precious smile of hers. #and maybe he will talk to tweep and smile when she touches his arm because maybe human contact is something he craves but her touch will never even be the same as the touch he was so used to. it was warm and soft and her touch always felt like home. and tweep’s smile might make it hurt less for the moment but that pang of heartache will set in when he remembers the way leslie’s face always lit up when she smiled. it was a smile that he could fall in love with. it was a smile that he did fall in love with. #he just wished that the leslie shaped hole in his heart would suddenly one day leave but he knew that the only way it would be okay again is her in his arms smiling at him #it just hurts in the depths of my soul -- source link
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