Life has changed so much over the past 10 years ———————————————————I was deep in the closet and had
Life has changed so much over the past 10 years ———————————————————I was deep in the closet and had so much self hatred for myself when the picture on the let was taken. I enjoyed getting away and being myself for a while but I was still married and felt as if I would never be able to live my truth. I always felt guilty for those little getaways because that meant I had to lie to my wife. I truly loved her and vowed to spend my life with her but at what cost? I hated who I was and what I saw in the mirror. It seemed as if the harder I tried to suppress who I was or run from it, the more depressed I would get. Ultimately we divorced (at her request) but it was for the best as I couldn’t truly give her all of me. ———————————————————Fast forward to the present day and I proudly live my life out loud. It took time and a lot of patience to get where I am now. This journey hasn’t been the easiest by any means but I have enjoyed it. When you can look in the mirror and know the image reflected matches who you really are, the peace and joy that follows is indescribable. #proudtobeme #transformationtuesday #transisbeautiful #authenticallyme #proud #happy #myjourneyhttps://www.instagram.com/p/CDen7MUgT9w/?igshid=1j7tpsw783q53 -- source link
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