rememberyourbarefeet:rememberyourbarefeet:Here’s a new compilation of my best (recent) winged eyelin
rememberyourbarefeet:rememberyourbarefeet:Here’s a new compilation of my best (recent) winged eyeliner moments with more EMOTIONAL blah from me!!!! You know how Taylor said that she had wanted to cut her hair and move to New York for the longest time and then she finally did it? I’ve wanted to try make up forever and I finally have started it??? I haven’t skipped any meals since 2015 started and I feel less anxious and I feel happier. I want to live life on my own terms and happy just how Taylor has been lately. I pushed through all of the unhappiness for Taylor and I really want her to know that I’ve been happier lately. I want her to be proud of me. I just want to know if Taylor is proud of me for working so hard to get better and healthier and take care of myself. Because this last week was so hard on me and school was so stressful and sometimes I don’t want to keep going… But I think of everyone on here and everyone from the newspaper cheering me on… I think of her and how she would probably be cheering me on and be so proud of me (or at least I hope so???).. Sometimes I just feel so weak and fragile because of my anxiety and I want to know if Taylor thinks I’m strong. I want to know if she’s proud of me for trying to be more confident and break out of my shell as much as possible. I want some encouragement that I’m on the right path and I’m not ridiculous. I just need her right now and I know that’s annoying.. But yeah.taylorswiftI just want you to know that I’m eating better and taking better care of myself. I haven’t cut in over 7 months. I’m learning to love myself and slowly I’m getting there. I’ve been getting a lot better at dealing with my anxiety and I generally feel less anxious. And happier. I feel happier. The last two-three years have been really hard for me but you’ve been with me through it all and I just want you to know all the progress I’m making. Because all I’ve ever wanted is for you to love me and be proud of me. -- source link