erogenousmind:Sarah collapsed in front of her computer and let out a deep sigh. She quickly logged i
erogenousmind:Sarah collapsed in front of her computer and let out a deep sigh. She quickly logged into her messenger and was happy to see a familiar name online. Almost immediately a message appeared.EM: I was hoping I would see you tonight.Sarah smiled. If he only knew how much I’ve been waiting for this. She typed:SS: Oh yeah? Got some sinister plan in store for me? :pEM: For you, I have all sorts of plans, sinister and otherwise. What are you in the mood for tonight?Thoughts raced through Sarah’s head. Images and ideas. Scenes, suggestions, triggers, commands…she wanted it all. She focused for a minute and took a deep breath.SS: I just want to be blank. I want to forget this week for a while. I want to go as deep as possible. I want to feel mindless.What a relief it was to type that. She surprised herself a little, how comfortable she was sharing that. Not too long ago it would have taken 15 minutes for her to get that out. Not too long before that she couldn’t have even imagined typing it to someone. But she had experienced so much in just the last few months, with him and with others. And it was so exciting and comfortable…and fun! And she was always wanting more.EM: Sounds nice. Just sitting staring at the screen.EM: Eyes wideEM: Not a thought in your headSS: yeahEM: Great! Shall we get started? Are you comfortable? Have your headphones on?Sarah shook herself. Just a few of her trance words and she had felt halfway under already. Was she getting that easy? Or was she just that eager for trance? She reached for her headphones.SS: Putting them on right now. Did you want to do voice?EM: Soon. And I know how much you love a nice spiral to lose yourself in while you go under.EM: Much easier to pay attention to if you aren’t having to read.EM: And I saw that spiral you shared earlier. You must be so eager to try it out.Sarah was already moving her cursor to open her bookmark from earlier. He knew her too well.EM: You can probably already see the spiral now if you focus. Just the anticipation making it real for you.She could too. She breathed a sigh of relief. She was so ready for this…EM: But don’t open it yet.What?! But…SS: Why not? *pout*EM: Because you want to be deep…and blank…and mindless…EM: And you want it so badly right now. You have been anticipating it all day. That the moment you see that spiral, you will fall instantly into trance.EM: But we want your mind completely empty. Deeper than you’ve been before. And that anticipation is so powerful. You already know you can see the spiral in you mind. That’s how powerful your desire is.EM: Imagine that you are staring into it right now. Imagine the release you will feel when you can finally see it. Imagine how your body will feel. Imagine how your mind will feel.EM: As all your thoughts are gently pulled out. The turning of the spiral pulling you deeper.EM: It will feel so wonderful, won’t it? For your mind to go completely blank, and to give in to the spiral completely?SS: yesEM: But not yet. First you get to follow along with my words for a little longer. And you know the wonderful effect my words can have on you. Those words I can tell you that sink deep into your mind. Words like BlankEM: ObedientEM: MindlessEM: You want the spiral so badly now, don’t you? Knowing that it will take your thoughts away. Knowing that it will take your mind.EM: Knowing that it will make you mineSS: want itSS: yesEM: Even though the spiral has already captured you. It is already in your head. You are focused deeply on the spiral.EM: You can see it, can’t you?SS: yesEM: And it is so easy to let your thoughts go, and fall deeper into the spiral. Surrender to the spiral.SS: surrenderSS: deeperEM: Very good, Sarah. Let my words and the spiral fill you. Hear my words in your head. See the spiral in your mind’s eye. Sink deeperEM: See yourself, gazing into the spiral. Imagine your face becoming blank, passive.EM: Your mind emptyEM: Your will lostEM: Just imagining seeing the spiral takes you deeper. You know that when you actually see it you will be powerless before it. You know that when you finally do gaze into it that it will captivate you.EM: Just like you want it to.EM: Take you deeper than you’ve ever been beforeEM: Empty your mindEM: And you crave that feeling, don’t you? Giving yourself to the spiralSS: need itEM: Giving yourself to my wordsSS: yesEM: And when you are so focused, so ready, that you know as soon as you see the spiral that you will surrender your will to it immediately, that you will obey the spiral instantly and totallyEM: You will tell me that you obeyEM: Wanting to give in. Wanting to be blank. You need that spiral, need it to take your mind and wash away your thoughtsSS: I obeyEM: Good girl. Answer.Sarah was receiving a call. Her mind didn’t really notice that fact. But she had been told to answer, and she was a good girl. Good girls obeyed. She answered.“Good girl.” His voice was smooth, seductive…compelling. “Now let my voice guide you to that place of mindless obedience. That place where you are powerless to keep yourself from falling deeper and deeper. Where the spiral instantly strips you of your will and of your thoughts. Tell me you are ready to be mindless.”Sarah answered, all energy gone from her voice, “I am ready…”“Look at your spiral, and let go of all thought. Good girls don’t think.”“Don’t…think…” Sarah opened the window with the spiral. She needed to see it. She needed it to take her mind. And there it was. And she was falling…deeper…deeper.“Good girl. Good girls go deep into trance.”Sarah was a good girl…Sarah was blank…Sarah was deep…Sarah didn’t think… -- source link