imparalyzedbyitt:hello miss taylor @taylorswift! long time no see huh! just popping by to give you a
imparalyzedbyitt:hello miss taylor @taylorswift! long time no see huh! just popping by to give you a quick update on my life because believe it or not we comin up on ~5 whole years~ since we last talked and i’m glad you asked, because i been dyin to talk to you again for a fuckin hot minute. i have been highly consumed by the twitterverse *cough cough @paigehettinger* and therefore absent from the tumblrverse, but the last time i stopped by to really catch up with you i was in my freshman year of college and *jean ralphio singing voice* absolutely miserableeeeeee! BUT i am happy to report that as i go into my junior year i am happier than ever ever ever. i joined a sorority and found myself a solid group of friends, i’m an english and women’s and gender studies major pursuing a career in publishing and literally couldn’t be happier about my decision to be/do such things, but really it’s THIS summer that has been life-changing and truly and honestly one of the best, most challenging, and most rewarding times of my life. i went alllll the way to the great state of california and worked at, no fuckin joke, ~book camp~ which is not only perfect for me on paper but actually ended up being perfect for me in practice too. for the first time in a very long time, i found myself immediately clicking with those around me and showing them all of me, unabashedly, and i was stunned to find not only that they responded in kind, but that they liked and respected me for who i am, no compromises, no choosing the bits and pieces of me to like and to love. i also wound up taking your ~speak now or forever hold your peace~ advice for the first time probably ever? and telling someone how i felt about them. i was promptly rejected but it’s chill (and if you want THAT whole story girl we gotta talk) but it made me realize how capable i am of all the things that used to terrify me to my core, and doing that has launched me into a new chapter of my life that i’m so, so prepared to take on. i feel like i’m taking a big huge breath of fresh air for the first time in too long. i feel like i’m waking up. and i’m so excited to go back to school soon, and then to go all the way to beautiful copenhagen in the spring to study abroad! where hopefully i will see YOU on the lover tour in europe sometime. at every major turn in my life, your music has come just when i needed it most. i’m so excited to enter into this new chapter, this new era, with lover and most importantly you, always and forever by my side. i can’t wait to hear the album and i can’t wait to experience every bit and piece of it and my life that runs parallel to it in full, without running away. even when the emotion of it can be hard to confront. i love you forever, and i would be absolutely nowhere without you in my life. and yes i just rambled on for like forever and a day and if you’re reading this rn you’re probably like girl shut up but here i am! sending you all my love, forever. like, seriously. forever. xoxoxoxoxo,paigep.s. i was 15 when we met so like – redo pic soon? i swear i’m not /as/ ugly anymore (pls see attached photo above as proof) -- source link