seaskum:i just typed up a massive post but tumblr ate it. im so defeated right now. i’m just gonna r
seaskum:i just typed up a massive post but tumblr ate it. im so defeated right now. i’m just gonna retype this shorter and to the point. i started a new job that is only going to be paying me less than $150 this month because im training. i know i’ll be working 20 hour a week after training, but right now i am so fucking screwed. i overdrafted my account trying to commute to work yesterday, i dont have any money to my name anymore. my bank will slap on a $35 fee if i dont pay the over draft by 6pm today. i dont get paid until NEXT friday, and that’s only $22. thats not enough to even bus to and from work until my next paycheck. i dont even have clothes that fit dress code for work right now. i have no way of getting there and back. if i lose this job, then i officially hit rock bottom. i took a month off of schooling so i could work my ass off and make some money and now that seems to have been a fucking waste of time. i have horrible back pain on top of all this, with phase 2 subacute degeneration in my neck, an elevated right hip that causes my right leg to be half an inch shorter than my right, and a pinched sciatica nerve. i can’t afford to see my chiropractor right now, and i cant even afford my medication. as a hairdresser this is really fucking me up. my moms filing for bankruptcy, my dad maxed out his credit cards, and both my parents are jobless at this point. my stepdad’s money is going all to paying our rent atm, and my bio dad might straight up be homeless next month. im only 20 and i dont know what the fuck im doing but im so scared because things are only getting worse. please help me out. if you cant donate, please reblog. i’ll sell you nudes, i dont care. im desperate atm. and i cant afford to go back to stripping, either. paypal: dom_deboard@yahoo.comvenmo: @ curlyconspiracy (without the space) thank you -- source link
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