I am on my fourth pain day with with left hip out. On top of that I’m also in extreme emotional pain
I am on my fourth pain day with with left hip out. On top of that I’m also in extreme emotional pain. This was the second time in my life that I’ve gone through financial abuse. This time was wayyyyy worst then with my ex wife. I feel extremely stupid. I need emotional support and to be reminded that it wasn’t my fault that someone else decided to abuse me. That I got lured away from my home and robbed. Im trying to move past it and still have the things I want out of life. I was sold a lie on finally building a family and being cared for. For a autistic person desperately starving for connection. I fell for it. For a disabled person afraid to be a family burden I jumped at the first sight that someone wanted to actually take care of me and love me as I am. I’m an adult but parts of me haven’t developed pass childhood. I didn’t get the right skills as I should have to be successful. There are so many reasons why I’m a really big target for toxic people. I’m trying my best to catch up and learn to function. But it’s not an over night thing. I’m very sure it’s going to take years. But I really just need kindness and understanding. To be told it’s going to be ok. That there is good in the world and I’m not a bad person for being such a big target for horrible people. https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeGCk6H3re/?igshid=12vi4y89d3qs9 -- source link