Hi! I’ve officially been #sober for an entire year!! I feel fucking incredible. Never in my life did
Hi! I’ve officially been #sober for an entire year!! I feel fucking incredible. Never in my life did I ever think that it’d be possible, or that I’d even do it WILLINGLY! If you went to Bravo with me, THEN YOU KNOW. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I’m sorry to anyone who I may have been uncomfortable with my drinking in the past. I’m sorry to the people I never got a chance to get fucked up with! I’m sorry to myself for masking the pain I was feeling with alcohol. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I’m not tied down to #sobriety …I fortunately never became a daily drinker, but even drinking weekly was heading to that path. No judgement to anyone who has- I just want to emphasize that I no longer drink because it feels good not to. It’s okay to explore and celebrate sobriety without technically being an alcoholic!⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It wasn’t easy at first, but now it is. I’m not going to lie, I’m not aaaaas fun at parties…but I’m also not as equally messy and annoying! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I still need to work through some social anxiety that alcohol masked. I’d like to learn how to dance freely and not worry about how others see me. I’d like to learn how to be talkative and connecting to others easier. I’d like to learn how to simply relax, ya know? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Anyways, my eyebrows are super thin here and they’ve been growing out well! I over tweezed them so I could shape them better. I wanted them thin so that I could control the arch formation as they regrew! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Lip color: Dusk by @suavecitapomade (my favorite every day #lipstick ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Lined with StoneFox by @oxbloode my favorite #MatteLipgloss⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I LOVE these two brands! It’s so hard finding lip shades that compliment #Latina skin tones and these are perfect no matter what shade I currently am! (at Park City, Utah)https://www.instagram.com/p/CIzGdTCnU77/?igshid=ajj08mmnj03g -- source link
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