Few days backward I thought I’m okay, but today you appeared in my dreams, when I woke up, the sadne
Few days backward I thought I’m okay, but today you appeared in my dreams, when I woke up, the sadness came, like it’s a dream again, yeah again, couldn’t remember how many times I thought you were finally mine. Few minutes later, I noticed, hah, isn’t he always a dream for me? I dreamed him even I’m wide awake. Thought myself still have chance, try to sat beside you for an hour just to see whether will you speak with me, walked pass you, waiting for a bye bye from you before I went back and for both of this, you kept silence, all I got was a silence from you. Looking you jumped on the sand from far away, seeing you get a good distance that you want, saw the every lil improvement inside you, at that moment, I was thinking that I don’t allow any others to stand beside you, not because I have the qualifications, just because you’re a lil sparkle in my eyes, I don’t willing to let this lil star to fall in other people hands. I wish I’m able to read minds or go to the future see what will it be if I held this hard and yet I’m scare, scare I couldn’t handle the fact. You can’t really be erased, I tried, so hard. My heart felt abit warmer when I hear your voice or when I see your face, maybe someday you’ll finally walk out from my life, I’ll try to remember you, I still hope that we can meet again at somewhere else, somewhere far away from here, with your favorite color and my favorite flower, for sure and a different story, a story that the lil girl won’t be this confused and grieved. -- source link