freelovemoney: flic.kr/p/9WVJumsome thoughts in the afternoon by the sleeper and the dream
freelovemoney: https://flic.kr/p/9WVJum some thoughts in the afternoon by the sleeper and the dreamer I think I am getting worse on taking pictures. I mean when I look at the polaroids I took about 2 years ago, I am impressed. And now my pictures are not able to impress myself much. I feel like an empty shell holding a camera but with no soul. And I am getting careless on the technical, tilted pictures, blurry pictures, out-of-focus, wrong exposure, so on and so on. I feel I am getting old (although I am not!) and I hate the way that this feeling is growing inside me, everyday. I want new inspiration, I want to give a new perspective to myself. I want to give soul to every picture I made. It’s horrible to imagine what I will be become in 3 or 5 years. I hope I won’t be the same old me as this moment. I like to change, in a good way of course. Life.. maybe I am getting its taste now it’s always a vague dream or reality, I can’t really distinguish them sometimes, and it’s getting more often some dreams really feel like life-time long and in those dreams, I always wake up in a blur a mess, a milky pond, a huge cloud, a waterfall, falling down down down now, nothing is concrete, and nothing is real -- source link