so-much-to-play-with: It’s very strange to notice when things get back on tracks after they drifted
so-much-to-play-with: It’s very strange to notice when things get back on tracks after they drifted away unnoticed… Of course, during those few weeks, we knew our relationship wasn’t on its usual frame, but how far did it derive? I noticed how far only this weekend. Less than a week after then end of the lockdown. I noticed when it clicked back in place. I noticed when she asked me: “Do you think you could shackle me? It would be comforting.”Nothing sexual, nothing to change what we were already doing of our day. She just wanted to feel owned. I know it would be out of place for 99% of people, but for me, it just screamed “I love you.” So, when I started to look around to get the right chains, the right collar, the cuffs… she misunderstood my rush: “I didn’t want to bother you!” she whispered. She wasn’t. Far from it, actually. I would have dropped everything else to see her enslaved at that moment.Once fettered, I didn’t ask more from her. She just slipped under her blanket and lied down next to me. I could her the links rattling with each of her moves, and the sound felt surprisingly soothing to me. I didn’t have to look at her, didn’t have to ask her to know she was mine. She was there, her body under my left hand as I was reading my book, and it felt perfect. -- source link