A Punishing PayoffIt took a lot to get to this point… a lot of embarrassing discussions, and
A Punishing PayoffIt took a lot to get to this point… a lot of embarrassing discussions, and requests (by me) than seemed much too demanding… and explanations of preferences that sounded like criticisms (which I only did because Karen said ‘I can’t read your mind, Kayla – tell me!’)But now I seldom have to ask or suggest a reason… or encourage her to ‘go all out’… she gets that ‘you’re getting a spanking’ look and I go all Jell-O-y… saying things like ‘tears won’t be enough… nowhere near enough…’ or (halfway through) ‘and when I’m done with this… just wait – and see what I’ve got in store for you!’ (or sometimes ‘just wait’!).Today – with me doing nothing (that I know of) one bit different, it’s my ‘lack of enthusiasm’ when it comes to, ahem, ‘serving’ her that Mrs. Grant says she’s going to ‘deal with’ (not ‘correct’, since I’ll act the same next time and the time after that). I guess our arrangement is that she’ll ‘make me’ every time and ‘deal with it’ every once in awhile… it’s very insulting when you think of it… so I guess… going down… -- source link