hel7l7: How stupid it is to care about this. And what if it isn’t stupid? It feels stupid
hel7l7: How stupid it is to care about this. And what if it isn’t stupid? It feels stupid because I want things to be different than they are. I want to stop caring so much about seemingly small things. But if no one ever taught you how to healthily deal with stuff like this, then how can I expect myself to act “normal”.I don’t know how to care a normal amount > everything gets way too big in my head and I want it all so much because I’ve gone too long with none of these things at all. I care too much because I fear losing it all (again). Because I’m so afraid and caring so much does not help. It feeds the fear. And I try. I do. Oh -- source link