That’s my new normal weekly step count for a good while, and it feels greaaat :3I have a confe
That’s my new normal weekly step count for a good while, and it feels greaaat :3I have a confession to make. I started February thinking I’d re-intensify my efforts after a slightly lackluster January, but instead I am pretty much down to a maintaining phase. I do almost nothing beyond getting my steps and daily stretches, and even that I half-heart most of the time. I still eat pretty damn well most of the time, but I’ve been letting myself have way more leeway, and it’s more like one treat day a week than one a month currently.It’s not surprising, considering the situation (things have not been going well, guys, but I won’t get into that rn). My mind is focused elsewhere. And I am not like… feeling bad about it at all. It’s kinda nice to see what my maintaining-life might be like, and that I can sustain it pretty “easily” apparently. I’m definitely not OFF track. But I do miss making progress, so starting yesterday I’ve been slowly re-introducing more effort and discipline into my daily life again. We’ll see if I can keep it up. I would like to see SOME loss for February as a whole, even if it’s like 0,1kg, for the principle of it. Just looks better in my journals and stuff xDRunning is what bothers me most. I barely ran twice this month, and even that for tiny distances. I can feel my progress slipping away, but again, situation is what it is. I’ll have to re-build myself a bit once I can do it regularly again and in the meantime, a few missed month goals aren’t the end of the world.My life is just weird currently, guys. I often find myself just sitting, staring at nothing and thinking wtf is going on and how did everything suddenly change so completely. Setting aside everything pandemic-related (cuz that HAS become the new normal by now) and the ridiculous winter outside and wtv is going on with my fitness journey, if me from like, two years ago could see what’s up now, she’d be absolutely flabbergasted. I’m having some troubles wrapping my mind around everything, still. And that’s okay. Ugh, how did this post become so long. I think I should start making more frequent posts again, because I do have stuff I wanna share and I shouldn’t let things just pile up for a week anyway.Cheers to any of you who got through this till the end -- source link
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