I don’t frequently read for myself, but I’m in a place of desperation. I don’t wan

I don’t frequently read for myself, but I’m in a place of desperation. I don’t want to get into the specifics too much, but the short of it is that finances are bad right now. They ought to turn out ok really soon, but right now they’re a mess–and it’s definitely my fault.My apartment is too tiny for a permanent altar, so this is what I set up tonight. My favorite blanket that’s almost always with me, my favorite candle (it refreshes the space and brings joy, being green and smelling of newly cut grass). The maneki neko attracts money, and the girl with the flowers was given to me by my parents, which they intended to represent myself.I have to tell you, I’m weeping right now. This spread began so accurate, and I can only hope that the answers are all as true as they seem.The first card is strength, and wow do I ever feel attuned to it right now. I’ve been holding the dragon’s jaws open with all my strength. The jaws of worry, panic. Creditors. I can feel my grip waning (another spread on that subject later tonight).The second is some aspect that I may not be aware of. The ace of wands is meant to represent ego, but not with a connotation of hubris but rather of the complete and rational self. I changed jobs recently, believing fully in myself. Maybe this means that I was right. That in my wavering trust, what I can’t see is that I was right all along to believe in myself.The third card is the queen of wands; harmony with oneself. Have no regrets. This is my advice moving forward.I’m weeping and comforted, but still. I know I only have a few witchy followers, but maybe you can say a little prayer for me. Or if you have a different perspective.The hardest part? Keeping my ferrets off the altar. -- source link

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