hksissycockwhore:I was trying so hard not to come back up to tumblr after my first taste of white co
hksissycockwhore:I was trying so hard not to come back up to tumblr after my first taste of white cock in craigslist,but at finally… I am here again.. I can’t run from my fate..Few months ago I was just a little sissy who lives in my fantasy world just like most of the sissy in the world. Jerking off to tumblr post,watching hypo video. Playing with dido. Hoping these stuff can satisfy myself. But actually these stuff will only make yourself go deeper. I finally opened a post in craigslist. I was saying to myself, it was just a post, I don’t have to come out, I just want to see who will mail me. I received a few emails at that night. I chatted with one of the white guy in whatsapp. His profile photo is quite handsome, and he is experience in training sissy. I was wondering should I go up to his hotel room. I am scare and nervous. I want to go,but I know I can’t go back after. But my clitty was all wet already even when I was just messaging with him. I start to ask him what outfit does he like me to dress. My mind are all blank, I get packed and take a taxi to go straight to his hotel. I feel like I am a escort whore, traveling to hotel to serve man. I was so turn on.. I feel so shame. When I get down the taxi, I am so scare, I want to go back, I tell myself to go back and stop doing these stuff. But the hypo post and video are going too deep in my mind. I finally went up. It was at midnight, and there are no on corridor. My mind was already getting in to a whore mode at that time. I take off all my man’s clothes and get change to a sexy maid out fit on the corridor. Because I want my man to see the best of me when he see me. I can’t believe I am doing that. A well educated Asian boy. Wearing like a slut whore escort and waiting outside the hotel room.I stand in front of the door,dressing like a slut maid,and I ring the bell. A strong handsome white man opened the door and pull me inside.My heart was beating so hard. Even I am 175cm, I was like a little girl in front of him. He grab my ass and grab my hand to his big cock. My voice was soft like a little girl at that time. I softly say: Its so big daddy… Then he push me down and suck that big cock. Its the first ever time I taste a real cock. I thought it will taste big and smelly. But in case, it taste better than a dido, and it wasn’t smelly as well. As a man, I know I can’t use my teeth,so I try hard to open my mouth as big as I can to get that big cock in my mouth. I feel no shame , I am a sissy whore at that time, My clitty stay limp and wet in my panties. I forgot how long did I suck, maybe half and hour. Then he ask me to bend over like a dog and get ready to have my virgin pussy fuck. I though I had so much practice on dido,but his white cock is larger than a dido, I feel so hurt when he fuck me. But it feels way better than dido. It was harder,warmer,moving quicker than a dido. And he keep insulting me when I was getting fuck. I moan like a whore,like a girl. He ask me where do I want his cum into. I quickly say in my pussy. And finally he shoot all the cum inside my sissy pussy. I feel warm and satisfy. I never know I can be statist without coming myself. I was like a whore,after getting fucked and used, I am useless. I didn’t even took a shower. I get dressed and leave like a whore escort. But the difference is I get fucked for free.I thought I will be regret for doing it after. But I didn’t. That makes me feel more scare. So I decide not to watch tumblr anymore. But as I know, I couldn’t stop. I know I will go deeper and deeper. And I accept the fate now. -- source link