keiko86chanart: Hi! I’m in a real struggle at the moment, and in bad need of money, so I&rsquo
keiko86chanart: Hi! I’m in a real struggle at the moment, and in bad need of money, so I’m forced to open again commissions.I’m mentally suffering, I have depression from years, I have anxiety and I have panic attacks, and this is keep worsening beause the increasing stress.I’m bisexual, but most of my close family don’t know that (I’m scared to coming out, as they are or very old, or boomers and quite “old mentality”, and most of them believes in the “traditional family”, and believes that all the LGBTQ culture are just a “trend”…. IDK what to do, as I fear that they will not accept me.) My parents have been divorced by years and they hate each others, I’m trying to keep hanging out with both of them, but meanwhile they keep talking shit about the other one, even if I begged them to no do this in front of me, the rest of my family is a mess, I have almost no close friends except an abusive one, and I have serious problems to find a work. Plus, recently I’ve started an internship (basically a full-time work, but NOT PAYED) I’m busy working outside home all the day, and I have quite no more time to find another (real and payed) work or just simply chill at home, so at the moment I have almost no entrances at all (except for 200 euros my mum sends me monthly) and I’m struggling to pay all my bills (I keep being in debts, plus this month I must pay 350 euros of overdue bills all together by the 20th, and I really don’t know how) and at the same time providing to my and my pets needs.For all of this, I really need to go to therapy for try to to get back in control of my life, or at least try to control my mental health.But even if I finally succeded to convince my mum that I need a therapist (she don’t believe so much on the usefullness of therapy, she’s more like “grab your pants and go on”), she said that she’s not paying also for it (is not that she’s mean, but she has also some financial problems) and to ask for the money to my dad…My dad, who don’t believes that depression is a real thing, that it is just an excuse to gain attention or for being pitied, and that therapy is just awaste of money.Plus, he’s basically greedy (he don’t helps me at all with money, except for those 100 euros on Christmas and on my birthday….. if he reminds it.)So, he will not pay for my therapy, at all.I’m forced to pay the therapy by myself, or to not doing it at all.I need to rise my founds really quickly, so I’m taking small commissions (I’m accepting just quick works, as I said I have not much free time for drawing).You could explore my Tumblr https://keiko86chanart.tumblr.com/ for more examples of my works.PS: If you like my work, please consider to support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Keiko86chan(Also, if anyone would like to simply help with a small donation, even a single dollar, I really would appreciate any help.)Here is my PayPal:https://paypal.me/Keiko86chanSCPlease, even if you can’t help, reblog this post to spread! Thank you so much!!!! -- source link