Tomorrow makes 1year since you’ve been gone. , I still don’t know how to cope with this,
Tomorrow makes 1year since you’ve been gone. , I still don’t know how to cope with this, this will never be a reality i will accept We’ll always love you @acebuggy10 Rest Easy Nephew. It hurts but you was too good for this earth. Everyone must go when God calls but I wish we could have sent that call to voicemail. Grieving doesn’t gets easier, you just learn to deal with it over time but each day is different. Some days the wound still feels fresh and some days you manage to cope just to fight the tears back. I miss you nephew. I should have told you I love you couple more times, I should have hugged you that night instead of dapping you up, I should have made more time for you but I felt like we would have more time and I’m Sorry AJ, I hope you forgive me for thinking otherwise. Everything’s been off since you left us buddy,I would give it all up just to hear you laugh again in real time. Who knew 365 days would go by so fast, I still haven’t made it to your grave because it’s not a reality to me yet. They say in order to heal from tragedy you must let go but I will never be able to let you go so how the fuck am I supposed to heal and be whole when a big part of me is gone. Sometimes I find myself just stuck, crying, staring at your photos knowing you are going but still refusing to accept this reality. I never got the chance to tell you that I admire you because I figured you knew but you probably felt like you needed me more than I needed you but the truth is I needed you more than you could ever need me. Continue to watch over us and continue to walk with me, gone but never forgotten… #thisisknowledge #LLAJ ❤️ 10’s Up and 10’s Down, until we meet again Ace, I love you… The whole family been off and distant since you left us man, we need you back, I love you man but goodbyes just see you on the other side… (at Heaven’s Gate) https://www.instagram.com/p/CL5dqgoHzbH/?igshid=hwcprlskyu51 -- source link
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